Actually you know you could take that bitterness and turn it into something positive. Feeling bitter means that you are feeling something is missing from your life and of course to not feel bitter you have to fill that missing spot up.

The wacky thing is that you mention beer. How kooky would it be if you started a blog about beer? Beer is a billion dollar industry which means that the whole subject of beer is very popular. So if you have an interest / liking of beer why not start a blog about it. Add adsense to it so that you can earn money with ads placed on your blog and things could branch out from there.

If you're having doubts about or don't know anything about adsense here is a link to a blog post that talks about how much money some people have been making with adsense:

http://theadsenseconsultant.blogspot.com/2007/09/just-how-much-money-have-people-been.html

There are just so many things that you seem to know about but just don't seem to be aware of them.

You could always blog about things that you know - even blog about feeling bitter, about being out of work and about not being able to find legitimate work when you are disabled - lots of people would be interested in that!

Besides having your own blog is just like having your own column!